Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Has anyone....

switched to the new version of Blogger? What do you think?

Baby Boo slept all night last night. I wish that was every night. After almost an hour and a half of trying to get her to go to sleep, I finally turned out all the lights (Miss Priss has to have the closet light on), turned on Miss Priss's CD, and put Baby Boo in crib to cry it out. Except she didn't cry. She just laid right down and went to sleep. Little turkey. Wish I'd thought of that an hour earlier. And then she didn't wake up until this morning.

But, alas, sleep was not to be because Miss Priss joined us as usual around 1 in the morning. That's a habit that I'm going to break as soon as I get Baby Boo sleeping good. Or maybe I should do it now, too, but I have to get some sleep, right?

Monday, November 13, 2006

Trying not to worry.....

I found a lump under my arm. I actually found it earlier this year, but it went away, and I decided it wasn't worth getting looked at (especially when there was nothing to see). I will not politicize on what it's like to go without health insurance and make decisions based on whether or not I think it's serious, so suffice it to say, I have health insurance now, and this is the third time it's appeared, so I'm getting it checked out. Friday. I have to wait all week long. And I'm not sure if I'm hoping it will disappear again or stick around until Friday. I guess the overriding feeling is that I want it to go away. Preferably forever.

So, I'll ask all my questions then. My new doctor was highly recommended by two people in my office, so I hope I'll like him. I figured while I'm there, I'll get some birth control pills and some antidepressants. I think I'm getting post-partum depression about 10 months late. I don't know, but I haven't felt like myself in a long time, and it's time I do something about it. I'm really worried, though, what antidepressants will do to my weight. It will not help my depression to gain weight. We'll see.

So, please be thinking of me. And will someone please say, "Don't worry, it will be fine. Trust me." Because I'm trying really hard to believe that this is really nothing.

Friday, November 10, 2006

No, I'm not MIA

I'm here. Just incredibly busy. So, now I have a lot of catching up to do when I have a chance to read all the blogs I usually read.

I have crossed the 10 lbs threshold, so that's exciting. It also means that I've almost (close enough for me) crossed the 20 lbs threshold from when I first started back in March or April or whenever it was. I haven't been this small in...well, I don't remember when, so that tells you how long it's been.

I hope to be back soon. Hope everyone's doing well. :)